Night Terrors

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Mummy…?

When you want to post but it’s a slow news week.

Let’s list all the things that keep me awake at night, rendering me a tired and anxious mess by 7am, shall we?

  • Work stuff, usually something I can’t control/is nothing to do with me
  • Taxes
  • Have I been rude to someone? (Not including the over-enthusiastic girl in the co-op who just annoys me so much so I can’t help being really grumpy toward her – my guilty secret.)
  • The annoying, over-enthusiastic girl in the co-op
  • Whether or not to cut my hair
  • Am I having a stroke?
  • Why did I WebMD that pain in my arm?
  • Everybody hates me
  • Why wasn’t I invited to that party?
  • Why don’t I have a ‘squad’?
  • What was that noise?
  • Philip Seymour Hoffman
  • Seriously, what was that noise?
  • Am I a good friend?
  • Does Jay Z really love Beyoncé?
  • Why are Twiglets so fucking good but so mucky to eat?
  • Money or lack thereof
  • But Mum said being poor could be a good thing?
  • Can it be a good thing?
  • But I like stuff!
  • Goodreads 2015 Reading Challenge and being 2 books behind schedule…
  • Great White Sharks

To name but a short list of an ever undulating list of worries.

Anyone else?

4 thoughts on “Night Terrors

  1. I usually have stupid mistakes pop into my head that I can’t do anything about except annoy myself. Ex: time I accidentally cut someone off and almost caused an accident. I feel less bad about that b/c the dude I cut off was a dick about it. This was in COLLEGE, though. Reeeeeally need to let that one go, but my tired brain is really mean to me.
    You are not alone, my dear!

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  2. Oh love, this definitely happens to me, especially the have I been rude to anyone? I have such a bad habit of interrupting people that I’m working on not doing! But I’ll lie awake trying to remember if I did it to anyone that day and then feeling guilty about it. Agree with Jill, you’re not alone! x

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    1. YES! THIS!! Although my thing is that I apologise for literally everything and I then worry that I’ve annoyed people with that! Ugh. What do we do to ourselves? My anxiety is definitely worse now I’m older, though like you I’m working on it. The interrupting thing is such a me thing too. Thanks ladies, I do feel better x

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