A Voluptuous Mind · Blogtober 2018 · Life

The Monday Feeling

I have a super power. I'm not sure why but wherever I go, people tell me things. Deep and meaningful snippets of detail from their lives that I don't ask for. I love it though - it makes me feel good to be trusted and it must mean I have an open face. I think… Continue reading The Monday Feeling

A Voluptuous Mind · Angst · Anxiety

Twisted Nerve

Anyone else spend a fair portion of their life worrying that they're not a good person? I think I question this every day at least once but when drama occurs the feeling hits me tenfold and I go all floppy with inertia. Like, why am I bothering, I'm the worst, I might as well give… Continue reading Twisted Nerve

A Voluptuous Mind · Anxiety · Life · Thoughts

Cry for the Bad Man

Ugh. Some days no matter what you do, things just won't go your way. One thing can throw you off or get under your skin and then suddenly you're sobbing for every bad thing that ever happened to you. That was me this morning, Wasting perfectly good make-up on something (and someone) insignificant but also… Continue reading Cry for the Bad Man

A Voluptuous Mind · Anxiety · Social Media · Thoughts

FOMO Oh No

I'm anti-social. Honestly, if I were left to my own devices I'd be a full-time hermit living on Cloud 9, never going out and having all my meals and necessities delivered to my door. Unfortunately, I also have severe FOMO and I like my friends so cannot live out my natural anti-social tendencies to their… Continue reading FOMO Oh No

A Voluptuous Mind · Dreams

Dreams Can Come True (But I really hope they don’t)

I've always been a dreamer but lately (and for a long while now) I've literally been a dreamer - every night I have dreams so vivid I have no fucking clue how to process them. Or even if dreams really do mean half as much as we give them credit for. I'm thinking of getting… Continue reading Dreams Can Come True (But I really hope they don’t)

A Voluptuous Mind · Life

Old Wounds

As a person who worries way too much about what other people think of me, I often agree to things I don't want to do. Nothing crazy, just meetings that don't really hold any value for either party involved, that are arranged just to tick a box. An obligation box if you will. That might… Continue reading Old Wounds

A Voluptuous Mind · Summer · Thoughts

Watching Girls Go By

I feel like I spend most of my summer months obsessively people watching. Watching girls to be precise. I can take or leave men in summer or any month of the year - but women in the sunshine are something else. The best outfits come out in the Spring as we tiptoe cautiously into the… Continue reading Watching Girls Go By